January 8, 2010
hi.
this post is for me to vent my anger.. PLEASE SKIP THIS.. i mean i don't have any other place to write this so ya.. hais.
things were not supposed to turn out this way.. but its 1,2,3,4 days and i've have enough of this... i was willing to talk so since you remained silent about this i assumED that thats what you want so i will FORGET everything. i am pissed by this but i RESPECT your way of handling this.. so be it..
Not gonna hate cause its gonna waste my energy time and most importantly make me SICK. SO... best way is to ignore.. stop thinking.. and SLEEP.. wtf hate all this worthless thinkings at night.. i am so stupid... i should sleep instead.. but ya after writing this i guess i will put everything down and seriouusly ignore and forget this for as long as possible.. won't say anything ugly.....
WHATEVER now... I AM VERY CLEAR THAT I AM seriously in LOVE with my netballers.. thank you so much fo listening cause i really had too tell it out.. now i am no longer troubled and fustrated... its THE END to all this..... although when we talked.. it was more of laughing and stuff.. i just feel really relieve telling it cause its like a stone in me... gotten it out.. faced the fact... MOVE ON! yups... thank you all of you.. haha follow hotshot... you all are my sisters~!... suddenly miss the times we fought on court together during games... AI XI NI MEN LE.. YOU NI MEN JIU GOU! muacks!=)
WO SHI SUPERMAN, NI SHI LOSER! -hotshot rox. I FREAKING HELL LOVE SMILES!